When you ask God to draw you closer to Him sometimes it isn’t even about you. It’s about losing yourself. In the past few weeks I have come across 2 different women, two separate backgrounds, but they have two things in common:they are both mothers and both Women of Faith.
One woman, God brought into my life was told there was a very slim chance of her having a child.She is now pregnant and fighting both spiritually and physically for her unborn baby. The second woman heart is breaking daily as her son battles an addiction that may take his life. Two women...from different backgrounds who have two things in common:their faith and they are both mothers fighting for their children. Two women who I pray for daily above my own needs because they are fighting...and God simply called me so they wouldn’t have to fight alone. I am not sure of the outcome from any of this, but it’s almost like I literally feel what these women feel. The First Lady I literally feel her fear. Every time I see her my heart skips a beat as if I’m in the doctor’s office waiting on results. The second lady when she told me about her child I sat in my car and cried because my heart felt like it was breaking. I couldn’t breath. I found myself surrendering to God on her behalf I asked Abba to bring me closer to Him I thought It would just be me being obedient paying tithes because Lord knows I struggled with that , but the truth is...I’m losing even more of myself.. Pray with me luvs Xoxo, Krystale Jane’l
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Heeeeey luvs! I can’ t tell you how good it feels to back! I’ve missed blogging so much. So here is a little update since my last blog post:
My daughter’s Gap year (or whateva) made me realize that my complete emotional well being was dependent on raising her. Now that I have a couple of new little people in my life (my 20 month old and my other two children) I still have children and a husband who I have to be there for. I battled a severe depression for awhile, but after the amazing support of my family, a few counseling sessions, and. few Eat Pray Love moments I’’m back and better than ever! My oldest daughter is ok. She won’t die without me and I won’t either. My youngest daughter is already so intelligent and such a loving little creature even if she is a daddy’s girl most of the time. My husband is an amazing man. He is working so hard to put me in a better place and provide for our family. The love that we have...I never dreamed I would be blessed with this type of relationship. He is also doing some amazing things on his job. We moved into a house we were blessed with and have an option to buy, but my husband and I are still trying to decide if Arkansas is where we want to make a permanent home; So we shall see God has taken me out of my comfort zone...I hate being on camera, but now I have been presented with a profitable opportunity that requires me to be in front of a web cam everyday. I’ll share the details later, but I will say God had led me into another area I couldn’t imagine I would be in and I looove did I say Looove what I’m doing and it brings me so much joy! It it feels good to type these words again. So my luvs, Remember as always, Act in love Walk by Faith Express Without Fear xoco, Krystale Jane’l |
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