Every day I strive to be a better person not just for myself but for God and my family. The one thing I have learned is that if you are not truly happy with yourself and if you are not living the life God called you to be your life will never be meaningful and you will never experience the joy our Creator intended for us to have.
It took years for me to understand this, but when I allowed God to be the anchor and the steering wheel life started to change. My talents started to manifest, my vision became more clear, and I had a peace that no one could destroy. It can be scary when you see God’s power up close and personal. It can be even scarier when you are so used to things going wrong, being stressed, being angry and then all of a sudden all of that’ goes away and you realize you are the happiest you have ever been. It’s scary because for the first time in your life you have given God control and the consequences of that are so different than what you are used to. People start to disappear out of your life, things you thought that were good for you the Creator provides something better, and your spirit feels free. It was scary for me after dealing with postpartum depression after the birth of my daughter to all of a sudden the raging waters were still. Everything I perceived was in high definition and I was happy truly happy. The things I wrote down in my journal I wanted to accomplish were manifesting. Even now, I still expect the worse because it’s almost surreal knowing that even though I’m a drama queen about small things; I can honestly say I have joy, peace, happiness, and humility...and that’s scary when you are so used to dealing with emotions not of. God. I have learned to stop minimizing God’s greatness by saying, “When is this going to end?” or expecting the worst out of people I know that God put in my life and the purpose that He created for them in my life. Each day is not perfect, but each day I learn it’s okay to be in love and for it to be reciprocated , it’s okay to be happy, and it’s ok to reap from the good seeds that was sewn. Everyone isn’t going to be happy for you, but if you are around people that you feel like you have to be uncomfortable sharing what God has done expand your circle to people who are rooting for you. Just like Solomon it isn’t about having all the riches of the world, material things, or having all the wisdom or college degrees; Living your best life means living the life God called you to have and allowing Him to be in control. xoxo, Krystale Jane’l
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