After I graduated with my Bachelor's degree in Creative Writing I was preparing myself to transition into the professional career world. I begin the tedious process of feeling out applications and interviews. Meanwhile, I became so discouraged that I felt like I was just stuck in a job in which I would never be able to utilize my degree. I became extremely discontent with my job. I constantly thought, " I'm not making enough money and I have a degree now, " "How am I going to make ends meet making the money I make?" I had so many worries about starting my career that I became depressed.
Then, one day I saw some birds playing in my front yard. Matthew 6:26 came to my mind, "Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?" I realized something that my doubt, fear, and depression meant that I was ultimately doubting God. If he could take care of a bird how much more would he take care of his child? I had become so wrapped up in my negative emotions that I left God out of the equation. Philippians 4:6 tells us not to worry but to go to God in prayer. I began to pray and I felt peace in trusting God would provide me with something in his timing. I didn't have to worry I just needed to be patient and trust God. I am still in my current position, but I am confident in God's power and plan for my life. The next time you find yourself in a state of worry, depression, or confusion remember these emotions are not of God and can ultimately hinder you from listening to God's voice. Remember, Satan use these emotions to hinder your growth in Christ. xoxo, Krystale Jane'l
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